Monday, August 2, 2010

He really is a big boy..

It's 12:48 am and I am having a sad "mommy moment." Jack started making noise and I waited a minute to see if he was actually awake or just moaning in his sleep. He kept "talking" so I got up and went over to the crib. Since we have a curtain separating our room from Jack's space, he couldn't see me. In the time that I stood there listening to him talk and blow raspberries, he put his binky in his mouth and went back to sleep.

He didn't need me to nurse him, or rock him or rub his back. He didn't need me at all. I'm not sure I am ready to not be needed =(

1 comment:

Tabitha said...

Awe! So sweet, I am afraid we get to look forward to frequent boughts of feeling like this, sigh... I know exactly what you mean.